Yup its actually a silent mid night 00.45 a.m, still keep awake can't sleep thinking thinking thinking ... hmm .. its very quiet lol.. anyway i feel so blur . so blank on my mind.. =.=!! actually i'm think i'm sick of smth liao. . hahaha.. feeling lack of smth.. anyway just wanna more active on blog now.. which (I have promises some1) =.=!! and i feel sorry about it tat i nvr done it or blog it in the beginning .. i'm feel i'm so wrong and must unforgiveble because i feel so guity that i can't keep promise on this blogging.. =.=!! i feel so sorry and i think EV forgive me.. just thinking.. or maybe i'm think too much.. get a life man.. kekeke hmm.. can't sleep well this few night hai~ so sad and have a bad feeling .. donno why.. arrggghhhh.. donno wat to said.. and that the way i want to express my feeling.
i donno what to said,
& i feel this way ,
because the way i'm thinking of u,
& so long my EV.
Closed from the love ,
i didn need a pain , but
something happen for the past
& the 1st time i meet you,
my heart is actually with u and forever and ever.
Continues...
Everytime u going to far far away,
& the time it's going to be slow soon..
because it's the time ur going back,
Evertyhing gonna be different,
& everything was slow as before i am,
I was so sad and nth i could do,
Just the last word i could said " Good Bye " or "So long"
& the word which is common use " Take Care ".
What could i do? What could i done?
& Just could said i build up my future 1st,
Then i could come to far far away to see u,
& that all i could do and i could done,
KLIA is a nightmare for me =.=!!,
& Cox it remind me of some1 ,
Some1 i could not forget in my entire life and ever and ever,
Some1 that i care the most and the mostly and moster and mostest. (typo error)
hope EV will know that ..
At here take my opportunities to said sorry EV
Sorry for interrupt ur life,
Sorry for invasion ur personal life,
Sorry for making u guilty (big issue for me which i told u don't feel so!),
Sorry for making ur life so difficultly,
& Sorry for making u sad or unhappy and worried sometimes (maybe).
But i feel happy to have u EV when we o and hang out 2gether so many years.
I still remember the moment 2gether having fun,
anyway i will appreciate the time we happy and smile 2gether.
& i hope we can repeat the time again or just stop the time.
Although it's a hard time but i will wait and wait and wait.
EV hope u can take care,
All i just could said and tell u,
Anyway i will be there to guide and support u all the hard time u have.
And we both settle the way and solve all the problem 2gether.
There is no secret between us. (& tat what i hope so)
To be continues..
Wao.. its was a hard time for me and its now 01.45 a.m 1 hour i have blog.. =.=!! ok. its end here,i will update soon.. again and again..